Thoughts and feelings

I didn't want this blog to be all negative, but I guess I'm not feeling very positive at the moment.

Life is not how I expected it to be at my age. I thought I would be loving it. I'd have my diploma, my freedom, my independance, a good job, a little place of my own (a rental of course), maybe a boyfriend (this is not so important). I have my diploma, but that is all I have.

I shouldn't complain. There are people who are a lot worse off then I am. But it's so easy to think the worst of your life when you look at others around you who are your age and younger who seem to have a better life than you. If I were to take a closer look at their lives, maybe I would come to a different conclusion, but maybe not.

I'm going to set a goal for this next week:

• I'm going to try to find the good in things. Be a bit more positive. Play the 'Glad Game'.